Doubt and Reality

How many times we think "I should have done like that"? Or the otherway?

Its not often that we do things and feel certain about the outcome immediately.
The nagging doubt, some where in dark corners of mind keeps troubling you till the outcome is observed and confirmed for...Till the reality walks in and kills the doubt with the dual sword.. Confirmation or contradiction..

But what if reality cant wait for long? What if it doesnt want doubt to play with you? What if keeps confirming your actions to be right or wrong the moment you carry them out? Surly it must be great! There is no more "DOUBT". You will not have to carry the burden of uncertainity any more! Aaha!!! A doubt free world ! That must be heaven!

But wait! Here comes doubt! I can see a suppressed smile on its face! I can understand what it wants to say!

What if reality is not so benevolent afterall? What if keeps waiting in the shadow of time? Just as you do some thing, what if it walks with a cruel smile and says that you are wrong? That you cant do anything about it? That you got it all wrong?
What if it kills your confidence by repeatedly smashing against the stones of failure? Tramples on your belief system mercilessly with the feet of inconsistency? Tosses your mind in to the endless tides of uncertainity? All this while watching your plight with pleasure?
Will you still welcome it with wide open hands, eager to embrace every moment for rest of your life? Or try to run away so that it cant even reach your thought? Live in the world of dreams where only hope and doubt are your companions?

Thus spake.....

The urge to talk was immense. So irresistable it was that we invented truth just for the sake of spreading it.....